[ in an attempt to blog earlier so that all can see. otherwise i'll end up blogging at 2am or sth -_-]

SORRY!
i never post here for very long. honestly to say, just now when i finished reading through ALL the posts (yes, ALL the posts) in this blog i felt DAMN EMO and whatnot, YOU KNOW HOW I'M LIKE :x haha, but because there was a DINNER BREAK in the middle and so after eating my orange and banana i'm not as emo! :D food makes the world go round, YEAHHH!

and YEAH i guess this will be some sort of a 讀后感 :x but HAHA wont be emo la!!! :D i decide to be happy today, and HOPEFULLY that will extend until the time i come online again at around 12midnight :D so that jam wont always suffer the brunt of my emoness/anger/emotional bouts.

well, AFTER reading all these, i felt VERY OLD, in fact, the prospect of my birthday coming up (NO HINTS HERE! HONESTLY! i'm very humble and nice and :D yeah :D) the idea of how rapid we have grown has really frightened me to god-knows-what extent. (by judging all the LAME DAO BAO emo posts on my blog) and yeah, like what ahma said (which i think she read from my blog -.-) i'm not even sure whether have we changed for the better. ok, maybe for me only.

i dont know, perhaps this change thing is really cliche and lame and stupid because there's always change, and there's not much point harping over it. oh well, being a sentimental IS personality figure rocks in some ways i guess.

maybe lets see it this way, being emo is unnecessarily bad, because its actually just a more negative self-reflection of what we've been through, what we see of this world, and what we see of ourselves. (and yeah...maybe i'm trying to make myself sound damn noble :x) but being so self-reflective, sometimes it harms us, more than often, we (or rather, I) lose a lot while being emo...like the extra time could be spent spamming facebook, or reading up on cell division / eukaryotic genomes / talking with other people / practicing the piano. honestly, i dont know. but YEAH, being emo takes a toll on your mental health, thats why you end up mental like me!

ok WHATEVER. i'm being lame again. HEY wait GP tutor say i must stop using lame and whatever. -_-

ok, for one thing that i can be certain, we all have changed in our own ways. while i give my own self-reflection of terror and unwillingness to accept, we can actually see change in a better light.

yeah, like what ahma said, changes in whatever listed in the profile :x "changes in consumers' taste and preferences" under the factors affecting demand (WHAT THE i'm being lame!), it actually reflects some kind of a change. emotionally? i dont know. perhaps i've learnt to see more stuff in a clearer light, or maybe i have actually clouded my own senses in the indulgence of emoness. but whatever it is, some kind of change has already occured.

ok, forgive my bad vocab at this point of time. i realise i keep using the same old words. :x and MY HORRIBLE line of thoughts just keep jumping about :x sorry!

well, lets see, change in a better light? maybe i got to know myself better throughout these few months down the road, of how flawed my personality is and all that. i get to witness how other people change and evolve in new environments, and yeah, i witnessed a lot of things, good or bad, it doesnt really matter at this point of time.

nevertheless, i guess there are always parts of us that can never be changed. like the habit of sleeping late continues to persist in my already half-dead life, or the habit of being emo, or the habit of blogging, or the habit of going on msn everyday. (unless it was like on saturday/sunday which i accidentally fell asleep at 10:30 and woke up at an appalling 10am the next day :O) lets just rejoice that we manage to retain some human parts of ourselves that we actually like. not that i like sleeping late or being emo or blogging or what, but it just gives me an indication that i'm still alive, i'm still breathing, and i'm still living.

right now, we should just focus on how to cherish happiness while we still have it, or when it comes by. do what you want, what you can, what you wish to do, while you still have the ability to do so, i dont know, maybe its the age thing creeping up on me, but i have the feeling that when i hit 18 i'm so going to lose half my life. god knows why, 18 just feels very old, yet its not far away. or maybe its just going to be another new lease of life just like our 17th year on planet earth, totally new, totally...i dont know. right now, lets just enjoy ourselves, whether is it killing people during taekwondo, dancing in wherever you are/can dancing/dance, or singing in choir! :D

well, while we're busy with our whatnots (grades + choir + diploma!) lets just find time, sit down, drink coffee (OR EAT APPLE -- for jam), stone, relax, and watch time fly by. even though i only do that once every 5 months, which just happened recently.

lets not get washed away by the tide of people and time. control time, before it takes control of us. YEAH. rebellious me is building up again. but i hate sleeping on the buses and i always have to get reminded by random passersby to wake up because i've reached the interchange. that shows how bad it is :(

ok. wait. i guess this is REALLY LONG right.
hmm. well, at least i feel accomplished after typing it, but i'm sacrificing practicing piano time to do this :D heck my piano la.

and yep, today is dasao's birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I'LL BE BACK, soon.
-- erm yeah, YES i promise. even though PW is stagnant :(

[ in an attempt to blog earlier so that all can see. otherwise i'll end up blogging at 2am or sth -_-]

SORRY!
i never post here for very long. honestly to say, just now when i finished reading through ALL the posts (yes, ALL the posts) in this blog i felt DAMN EMO and whatnot, YOU KNOW HOW I'M LIKE :x haha, but because there was a DINNER BREAK in the middle and so after eating my orange and banana i'm not as emo! :D food makes the world go round, YEAHHH!

and YEAH i guess this will be some sort of a 讀后感 :x but HAHA wont be emo la!!! :D i decide to be happy today, and HOPEFULLY that will extend until the time i come online again at around 12midnight :D so that jam wont always suffer the brunt of my emoness/anger/emotional bouts.

well, AFTER reading all these, i felt VERY OLD, in fact, the prospect of my birthday coming up (NO HINTS HERE! HONESTLY! i'm very humble and nice and :D yeah :D) the idea of how rapid we have grown has really frightened me to god-knows-what extent. (by judging all the LAME DAO BAO emo posts on my blog) and yeah, like what ahma said (which i think she read from my blog -.-) i'm not even sure whether have we changed for the better. ok, maybe for me only.

i dont know, perhaps this change thing is really cliche and lame and stupid because there's always change, and there's not much point harping over it. oh well, being a sentimental IS personality figure rocks in some ways i guess.

maybe lets see it this way, being emo is unnecessarily bad, because its actually just a more negative self-reflection of what we've been through, what we see of this world, and what we see of ourselves. (and yeah...maybe i'm trying to make myself sound damn noble :x) but being so self-reflective, sometimes it harms us, more than often, we (or rather, I) lose a lot while being emo...like the extra time could be spent spamming facebook, or reading up on cell division / eukaryotic genomes / talking with other people / practicing the piano. honestly, i dont know. but YEAH, being emo takes a toll on your mental health, thats why you end up mental like me!

ok WHATEVER. i'm being lame again. HEY wait GP tutor say i must stop using lame and whatever. -_-

ok, for one thing that i can be certain, we all have changed in our own ways. while i give my own self-reflection of terror and unwillingness to accept, we can actually see change in a better light.

yeah, like what ahma said, changes in whatever listed in the profile :x "changes in consumers' taste and preferences" under the factors affecting demand (WHAT THE i'm being lame!), it actually reflects some kind of a change. emotionally? i dont know. perhaps i've learnt to see more stuff in a clearer light, or maybe i have actually clouded my own senses in the indulgence of emoness. but whatever it is, some kind of change has already occured.

ok, forgive my bad vocab at this point of time. i realise i keep using the same old words. :x and MY HORRIBLE line of thoughts just keep jumping about :x sorry!

well, lets see, change in a better light? maybe i got to know myself better throughout these few months down the road, of how flawed my personality is and all that. i get to witness how other people change and evolve in new environments, and yeah, i witnessed a lot of things, good or bad, it doesnt really matter at this point of time.

nevertheless, i guess there are always parts of us that can never be changed. like the habit of sleeping late continues to persist in my already half-dead life, or the habit of being emo, or the habit of blogging, or the habit of going on msn everyday. (unless it was like on saturday/sunday which i accidentally fell asleep at 10:30 and woke up at an appalling 10am the next day :O) lets just rejoice that we manage to retain some human parts of ourselves that we actually like. not that i like sleeping late or being emo or blogging or what, but it just gives me an indication that i'm still alive, i'm still breathing, and i'm still living.

right now, we should just focus on how to cherish happiness while we still have it, or when it comes by. do what you want, what you can, what you wish to do, while you still have the ability to do so, i dont know, maybe its the age thing creeping up on me, but i have the feeling that when i hit 18 i'm so going to lose half my life. god knows why, 18 just feels very old, yet its not far away. or maybe its just going to be another new lease of life just like our 17th year on planet earth, totally new, totally...i dont know. right now, lets just enjoy ourselves, whether is it killing people during taekwondo, dancing in wherever you are/can dancing/dance, or singing in choir! :D

well, while we're busy with our whatnots (grades + choir + diploma!) lets just find time, sit down, drink coffee (OR EAT APPLE -- for jam), stone, relax, and watch time fly by. even though i only do that once every 5 months, which just happened recently.

lets not get washed away by the tide of people and time. control time, before it takes control of us. YEAH. rebellious me is building up again. but i hate sleeping on the buses and i always have to get reminded by random passersby to wake up because i've reached the interchange. that shows how bad it is :(

ok. wait. i guess this is REALLY LONG right.
hmm. well, at least i feel accomplished after typing it, but i'm sacrificing practicing piano time to do this :D heck my piano la.

and yep, today is dasao's birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I'LL BE BACK, soon.
-- erm yeah, YES i promise. even though PW is stagnant :(