[ in an attempt to blog earlier so that all can see. otherwise i'll end up blogging at 2am or sth -_-]
SORRY!
i never post here for very long. honestly to say, just now when i finished reading through ALL the posts (yes, ALL the posts) in this blog i felt DAMN EMO and whatnot, YOU KNOW HOW I'M LIKE :x haha, but because there was a DINNER BREAK in the middle and so after eating my orange and banana i'm not as emo! :D food makes the world go round, YEAHHH!
and YEAH i guess this will be some sort of a 讀后感 :x but HAHA wont be emo la!!! :D i decide to be happy today, and HOPEFULLY that will extend until the time i come online again at around 12midnight :D so that jam wont always suffer the brunt of my emoness/anger/emotional bouts.
well, AFTER reading all these, i felt VERY OLD, in fact, the prospect of my birthday coming up (NO HINTS HERE! HONESTLY! i'm very humble and nice and :D yeah :D) the idea of how rapid we have grown has really frightened me to god-knows-what extent. (by judging all the LAME DAO BAO emo posts on my blog) and yeah, like what ahma said (which i think she read from my blog -.-) i'm not even sure whether have we changed for the better. ok, maybe for me only.
i dont know, perhaps this change thing is really cliche and lame and stupid because there's always change, and there's not much point harping over it. oh well, being a sentimental IS personality figure rocks in some ways i guess.
maybe lets see it this way, being emo is unnecessarily bad, because its actually just a more negative self-reflection of what we've been through, what we see of this world, and what we see of ourselves. (and yeah...maybe i'm trying to make myself sound damn noble :x) but being so self-reflective, sometimes it harms us, more than often, we (or rather, I) lose a lot while being emo...like the extra time could be spent spamming facebook, or reading up on cell division / eukaryotic genomes / talking with other people / practicing the piano. honestly, i dont know. but YEAH, being emo takes a toll on your mental health, thats why you end up mental like me!
ok WHATEVER. i'm being lame again. HEY wait GP tutor say i must stop using lame and whatever. -_-
ok, for one thing that i can be certain, we all have changed in our own ways. while i give my own self-reflection of terror and unwillingness to accept, we can actually see change in a better light.
yeah, like what ahma said, changes in whatever listed in the profile :x "changes in consumers' taste and preferences" under the factors affecting demand (WHAT THE i'm being lame!), it actually reflects some kind of a change. emotionally? i dont know. perhaps i've learnt to see more stuff in a clearer light, or maybe i have actually clouded my own senses in the indulgence of emoness. but whatever it is, some kind of change has already occured.
ok, forgive my bad vocab at this point of time. i realise i keep using the same old words. :x and MY HORRIBLE line of thoughts just keep jumping about :x sorry!
well, lets see, change in a better light? maybe i got to know myself better throughout these few months down the road, of how flawed my personality is and all that. i get to witness how other people change and evolve in new environments, and yeah, i witnessed a lot of things, good or bad, it doesnt really matter at this point of time.
nevertheless, i guess there are always parts of us that can never be changed. like the habit of sleeping late continues to persist in my already half-dead life, or the habit of being emo, or the habit of blogging, or the habit of going on msn everyday. (unless it was like on saturday/sunday which i accidentally fell asleep at 10:30 and woke up at an appalling 10am the next day :O) lets just rejoice that we manage to retain some human parts of ourselves that we actually like. not that i like sleeping late or being emo or blogging or what, but it just gives me an indication that i'm still alive, i'm still breathing, and i'm still living.
right now, we should just focus on how to cherish happiness while we still have it, or when it comes by. do what you want, what you can, what you wish to do, while you still have the ability to do so, i dont know, maybe its the age thing creeping up on me, but i have the feeling that when i hit 18 i'm so going to lose half my life. god knows why, 18 just feels very old, yet its not far away. or maybe its just going to be another new lease of life just like our 17th year on planet earth, totally new, totally...i dont know. right now, lets just enjoy ourselves, whether is it killing people during taekwondo, dancing in wherever you are/can dancing/dance, or singing in choir! :D
well, while we're busy with our whatnots (grades + choir + diploma!) lets just find time, sit down, drink coffee (OR EAT APPLE -- for jam), stone, relax, and watch time fly by. even though i only do that once every 5 months, which just happened recently.
lets not get washed away by the tide of people and time. control time, before it takes control of us. YEAH. rebellious me is building up again. but i hate sleeping on the buses and i always have to get reminded by random passersby to wake up because i've reached the interchange. that shows how bad it is :(
ok. wait. i guess this is REALLY LONG right.
hmm. well, at least i feel accomplished after typing it, but i'm sacrificing practicing piano time to do this :D heck my piano la.
and yep, today is dasao's birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I'LL BE BACK, soon.
-- erm yeah, YES i promise. even though PW is stagnant :(
+ + + 4:32 AM + + +
how much we've changed...
seeing jammy reminded me of this secret haven...
haha (not so secret anymore cos some random kid decided to pop by)
gosh was just "re-exploring" this blog, and it made me see how much we've changed, whether for the better or worse, that's left to you to judge.
and i'm not as Chinese-chinese as my twins,
moreover VJ culture is so O.O angmoh
what the hell la.
anyway, seeing our likes and dislikes
haha that has changed a little i guess!
i mean the idol dramas.. gosh i hardly keep up anymore,
no time and nth really nice to watch la-.- dunno about jammy:)
and the rest pretty much the same i guess. i'm still HIGH over *ahem-ahem*
as for dislikes, more have been added:)
except i think ss501 should be cut some slack:) they're on totally different levels now:) as for bigbang, like jane likes TOP+G dragon, the latter i've gotta disagree with, haha and i like TOP (joongie's chingu) and Daesung. but their music still BLEH!
this are just the exterior changes,
delving into the depths of our seventeen/almost-seventeen souls,
amidst the deep abyss of thoughts we enclose ourselves,
and no one else is allowed to enter,
we've changed, become different.
the way we think and feel (about life, music, etc)
i suppose being in different environments, and probably halfway across the island from the twins, we've grown apart,
yet the understanding and dependence is still there.
oh wells, it's the hols, that's why i even bother posting...
next up should be janey no matter how busy she is-.-
1/4 of my jc life has gone by, what the future holds for me,
i just really dun wanna know.
ahma<3
Labels: emo
+ + + 8:26 AM + + +
wow! the last post was like WHAT jan 19-_- that's a very long time ago...
haiz..
must rmb this place leh! its so 搞怪 and cute and it makes me super happy when i come here. so must MUST come and blog.. even random stuff:D even once in a blue moon! but must rmb this place:DDDD
okay.. trying to be 搞怪 here again:D
haha:DDD some super lame result of a super lame msn convo:DD haha when you get sian you get this:DDD
IDEAS FOR CONCEPT STORES:Ddisclaimer: ideas here are copyrighted kays! dont kop and open a store for yourself://(oh and you need loads of imagination)
1. piano with the white keys black and the black keys white:D
2. left handed guitar (not new idea:D but good stuff to put in the interesting shop:D)
3. left-handed mouse
4. printing the english books like the chinese books:D from back to front:D
5. door with doorknob. but must PUSH the doorknob inwards to open the door:D
6. fridge door swings upwards instead of opening at the hinges:D (like sports cars doors:D)
7. water bottles like rabbit/hamster bottles (drink fromt he bottom instead of the top:D)
8. orange highlighter that is actually a correction tape in disguise (highlights stuff WHITE aka correction fluid highlighter-style)
9. inside out t shirts:D
10. hoodies with REAL ZIPPERS but thenthe zippers dont work
11. mirrors that only reflect the image of someone/something (this one is spooky:D)
12. notebooks but then the pages are all filled with like maybe WRITE HEREs:D only the cover pages are blank:D
13. thumbdrive slide-slide style:D (if you know what i mean:D)
14. cd covers without cds in them and they can mix their own compilations LEGALLY:D of course put them in customised cd pockets:D
15. never finishing foolscap paper pad!!!:D (with the right amout for each day:D)
16. 招財貓 becomes 招財狗/ 招財鳳梨(pineapple with the hand going up and down:DDD HAHA:D)/招財apple
17. ice mkers that makes ice bite size so that we wont chew on the ice:D
18. clock that goes anticlockwise instead of clockwise:D
haha
:D
we very ZAI:D
entrepreneurs in the making:D
haha:DDDDDDDDDD
we rock:D
and i love this place like mad!:D
---------------->jammytwin:DDDDDDDDDDD
+ + + 3:22 AM + + +
[ in an attempt to blog earlier so that all can see. otherwise i'll end up blogging at 2am or sth -_-]
SORRY!
i never post here for very long. honestly to say, just now when i finished reading through ALL the posts (yes, ALL the posts) in this blog i felt DAMN EMO and whatnot, YOU KNOW HOW I'M LIKE :x haha, but because there was a DINNER BREAK in the middle and so after eating my orange and banana i'm not as emo! :D food makes the world go round, YEAHHH!
and YEAH i guess this will be some sort of a 讀后感 :x but HAHA wont be emo la!!! :D i decide to be happy today, and HOPEFULLY that will extend until the time i come online again at around 12midnight :D so that jam wont always suffer the brunt of my emoness/anger/emotional bouts.
well, AFTER reading all these, i felt VERY OLD, in fact, the prospect of my birthday coming up (NO HINTS HERE! HONESTLY! i'm very humble and nice and :D yeah :D) the idea of how rapid we have grown has really frightened me to god-knows-what extent. (by judging all the LAME DAO BAO emo posts on my blog) and yeah, like what ahma said (which i think she read from my blog -.-) i'm not even sure whether have we changed for the better. ok, maybe for me only.
i dont know, perhaps this change thing is really cliche and lame and stupid because there's always change, and there's not much point harping over it. oh well, being a sentimental IS personality figure rocks in some ways i guess.
maybe lets see it this way, being emo is unnecessarily bad, because its actually just a more negative self-reflection of what we've been through, what we see of this world, and what we see of ourselves. (and yeah...maybe i'm trying to make myself sound damn noble :x) but being so self-reflective, sometimes it harms us, more than often, we (or rather, I) lose a lot while being emo...like the extra time could be spent spamming facebook, or reading up on cell division / eukaryotic genomes / talking with other people / practicing the piano. honestly, i dont know. but YEAH, being emo takes a toll on your mental health, thats why you end up mental like me!
ok WHATEVER. i'm being lame again. HEY wait GP tutor say i must stop using lame and whatever. -_-
ok, for one thing that i can be certain, we all have changed in our own ways. while i give my own self-reflection of terror and unwillingness to accept, we can actually see change in a better light.
yeah, like what ahma said, changes in whatever listed in the profile :x "changes in consumers' taste and preferences" under the factors affecting demand (WHAT THE i'm being lame!), it actually reflects some kind of a change. emotionally? i dont know. perhaps i've learnt to see more stuff in a clearer light, or maybe i have actually clouded my own senses in the indulgence of emoness. but whatever it is, some kind of change has already occured.
ok, forgive my bad vocab at this point of time. i realise i keep using the same old words. :x and MY HORRIBLE line of thoughts just keep jumping about :x sorry!
well, lets see, change in a better light? maybe i got to know myself better throughout these few months down the road, of how flawed my personality is and all that. i get to witness how other people change and evolve in new environments, and yeah, i witnessed a lot of things, good or bad, it doesnt really matter at this point of time.
nevertheless, i guess there are always parts of us that can never be changed. like the habit of sleeping late continues to persist in my already half-dead life, or the habit of being emo, or the habit of blogging, or the habit of going on msn everyday. (unless it was like on saturday/sunday which i accidentally fell asleep at 10:30 and woke up at an appalling 10am the next day :O) lets just rejoice that we manage to retain some human parts of ourselves that we actually like. not that i like sleeping late or being emo or blogging or what, but it just gives me an indication that i'm still alive, i'm still breathing, and i'm still living.
right now, we should just focus on how to cherish happiness while we still have it, or when it comes by. do what you want, what you can, what you wish to do, while you still have the ability to do so, i dont know, maybe its the age thing creeping up on me, but i have the feeling that when i hit 18 i'm so going to lose half my life. god knows why, 18 just feels very old, yet its not far away. or maybe its just going to be another new lease of life just like our 17th year on planet earth, totally new, totally...i dont know. right now, lets just enjoy ourselves, whether is it killing people during taekwondo, dancing in wherever you are/can dancing/dance, or singing in choir! :D
well, while we're busy with our whatnots (grades + choir + diploma!) lets just find time, sit down, drink coffee (OR EAT APPLE -- for jam), stone, relax, and watch time fly by. even though i only do that once every 5 months, which just happened recently.
lets not get washed away by the tide of people and time. control time, before it takes control of us. YEAH. rebellious me is building up again. but i hate sleeping on the buses and i always have to get reminded by random passersby to wake up because i've reached the interchange. that shows how bad it is :(
ok. wait. i guess this is REALLY LONG right.
hmm. well, at least i feel accomplished after typing it, but i'm sacrificing practicing piano time to do this :D heck my piano la.
and yep, today is dasao's birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I'LL BE BACK, soon.
-- erm yeah, YES i promise. even though PW is stagnant :(
+ + + 4:32 AM + + +
how much we've changed...
seeing jammy reminded me of this secret haven...
haha (not so secret anymore cos some random kid decided to pop by)
gosh was just "re-exploring" this blog, and it made me see how much we've changed, whether for the better or worse, that's left to you to judge.
and i'm not as Chinese-chinese as my twins,
moreover VJ culture is so O.O angmoh
what the hell la.
anyway, seeing our likes and dislikes
haha that has changed a little i guess!
i mean the idol dramas.. gosh i hardly keep up anymore,
no time and nth really nice to watch la-.- dunno about jammy:)
and the rest pretty much the same i guess. i'm still HIGH over *ahem-ahem*
as for dislikes, more have been added:)
except i think ss501 should be cut some slack:) they're on totally different levels now:) as for bigbang, like jane likes TOP+G dragon, the latter i've gotta disagree with, haha and i like TOP (joongie's chingu) and Daesung. but their music still BLEH!
this are just the exterior changes,
delving into the depths of our seventeen/almost-seventeen souls,
amidst the deep abyss of thoughts we enclose ourselves,
and no one else is allowed to enter,
we've changed, become different.
the way we think and feel (about life, music, etc)
i suppose being in different environments, and probably halfway across the island from the twins, we've grown apart,
yet the understanding and dependence is still there.
oh wells, it's the hols, that's why i even bother posting...
next up should be janey no matter how busy she is-.-
1/4 of my jc life has gone by, what the future holds for me,
i just really dun wanna know.
ahma<3
Labels: emo
+ + + 8:26 AM + + +
wow! the last post was like WHAT jan 19-_- that's a very long time ago...
haiz..
must rmb this place leh! its so 搞怪 and cute and it makes me super happy when i come here. so must MUST come and blog.. even random stuff:D even once in a blue moon! but must rmb this place:DDDD
okay.. trying to be 搞怪 here again:D
haha:DDD some super lame result of a super lame msn convo:DD haha when you get sian you get this:DDD
IDEAS FOR CONCEPT STORES:Ddisclaimer: ideas here are copyrighted kays! dont kop and open a store for yourself://(oh and you need loads of imagination)
1. piano with the white keys black and the black keys white:D
2. left handed guitar (not new idea:D but good stuff to put in the interesting shop:D)
3. left-handed mouse
4. printing the english books like the chinese books:D from back to front:D
5. door with doorknob. but must PUSH the doorknob inwards to open the door:D
6. fridge door swings upwards instead of opening at the hinges:D (like sports cars doors:D)
7. water bottles like rabbit/hamster bottles (drink fromt he bottom instead of the top:D)
8. orange highlighter that is actually a correction tape in disguise (highlights stuff WHITE aka correction fluid highlighter-style)
9. inside out t shirts:D
10. hoodies with REAL ZIPPERS but thenthe zippers dont work
11. mirrors that only reflect the image of someone/something (this one is spooky:D)
12. notebooks but then the pages are all filled with like maybe WRITE HEREs:D only the cover pages are blank:D
13. thumbdrive slide-slide style:D (if you know what i mean:D)
14. cd covers without cds in them and they can mix their own compilations LEGALLY:D of course put them in customised cd pockets:D
15. never finishing foolscap paper pad!!!:D (with the right amout for each day:D)
16. 招財貓 becomes 招財狗/ 招財鳳梨(pineapple with the hand going up and down:DDD HAHA:D)/招財apple
17. ice mkers that makes ice bite size so that we wont chew on the ice:D
18. clock that goes anticlockwise instead of clockwise:D
haha
:D
we very ZAI:D
entrepreneurs in the making:D
haha:DDDDDDDDDD
we rock:D
and i love this place like mad!:D
---------------->jammytwin:DDDDDDDDDDD
+ + + 3:22 AM + + +
hello
3 mad kids one day, decided to make a blog. and you're staring at it now. YOU GET IT? you dont? oh sad for you. poor thing, go learn some english before coming here. oh yes before i forget you must learn chinese too because its going to be full of chinese
oh yes, did i forget to add, that we really rock the whole world down until its going to crumble on your heads? better get a helmet yeah? its only $10++, you can buy from me though.
i tell you.. this blog shall be super cute, yet super emo. dun get it? better sort out your thoughts before you come here~ if you're feeling too emo, then leave (there are instructions below).
criminal 1: infamous domestic-violence machine ahma
OH YES I BEAT PEOPLE REAL HARD, ITS $1 FOR 1 HIT YOU KNOW, and i swear you'll be cured of all your coughs or something because you're never going to cough again after that OMG-mighty-powerful hit :D HEH. oh yes did i forget to tell you i'm a kid? :D
criminal 2: smart environmentally friendly and absolute cracker jammytwin
i am a good environmentalist, because i detest the use of DDT,and im part of kyoujins that go "live earth".. "neutral" and yes i know i rock at dancing can you say no!?!??! >:D oh yes, you might need to protect yourself if you're my enemy cos i'm secretly learning acupuncture with my nametag
criminal 3: mad and ready to be in a mental hospital liewWANjane
no point talking to me, because you wont understand what i'm talking about, if you ever understand what i'm talking about, good for you, if you never understand, good for you too, you're normal. and beware of my metal skin because i have developed resistance against ahma's violence
therefore, the consequences of you NOT pressing that big red cross on the top right hand corner, no you idiot! the right side! not the left! honestly are you colourblind? cant you see colour differences? yes finally you got the right button, yes press that, and BYEBYE!
whats up
the absolute favs include (not in FAVOURITE order ok)
1. 方大同
2. 蘇打綠
3. 王若琳
4. 東方神起 (aha! :D)
5. L.Lawliet aka Matsuyama Kenichi
6. Yamashita Tomahisa
7. Haruma Miura
8. Utada Hikaru
9. Rawiri in "The Whale Rider"
10. Puck in "A Midsummer's Night Dream"
11. Yamada Ryosuke(only him and not the whole hey say jump!)
12. 惡作劇2吻
oh yes. 7 and 8 apply only to criminal 3. I'M NOT THAT HIGH OVER 6 NOW, but criminal 2 is still there, and criminal 1 and 3 are hopelessly in love with 4, criminal 2 and 3 loves the music of 1, 2, and 3. criminal 1 and 2 always watches 12 and get super fed up with the characters, and everyone loves number 5
惡名昭彰榜
1. ddt -- never fails to poison people
2. zq -- never fails to bore people
3. 棒棒堂 -- never fails to snatch people's songs
4. F4 (except 仔仔)-- never fails to make people puke
5. 郭美美 -- never fails to try to act cute
6. 歐德洋 -- never fails to bore people's ears
7. BIGBANG -- never fails to kill people's ears
8. WONDERGIRLS -- never fails to kill people's ears
9. FT ISLAND -- never fails to piss people off
10. BaeSeulGi -- never fails to be criticised
11. SS501 -- never fails to try to fight dbsk and lose
12. Rain -- never fails to make himself high status
13. Johnny's Entertainment -- never fails to churn out lousy bands
i want/i need
i want a genie lamp, can you give that to me?
no thankyou, i need o levels to be abolished, unless you can give me that. THANKYOU SO MUCH KAMSAHAMNIDA ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU KAMSIA APA KHABAR 謝謝 谢谢 GRACIOS and whatever language i still know
i need tons of money too. do you want to be a kind donor to the needy fund of the musketeers (if i remember correctly there are 3 musketeers right? and the story ended stupidly having 4 musketeers)
the musketeers need more money to buy their muskets to rob robin hood which robbed the rich. :D HEH
and i need more money to collect albums!
PS: we seem kind of sad, because there are more people we hate than the people we love. AWW.
