我想,我的心徹底地碎了
連看不到的碎片都能扎得如此地深
i'm lately very stressed/emo/hyper. I DUNNO.
i havent went to check out my oricon yet :/
ahma is the biggest 受害者 of my random mood swings/raves/madness. I'M SORRY AHMA. greatest apologies and all madness is seriously not to be intended purposely.
i'll TRY to control my emotions.
ok.
i MUST control my emotions.
i think people must be driven mad by me. i'm seriously sorry. i can build a nursing home for you guys if you want :D
+ + + 7:47 AM + + +
惡作劇的結局
so in the end there goes the last epi.
yea ahma. theres no family photo. no wang zi. no yanyalun.
but it was so sweet.
XQ and ZS is like uber uber sweet.
and its uber sad.
i cried ok? two times:/
sweet sweet ending. XQ pregnant but her eyes will be... blind.. damn sad. and see her 內心爭扎. i still love the part where ZS shouted like hell:)
oh. i so love this series. hope they have like THEY KISS KISS AGAIN. like 3rd series. will like chao high viewership.
i shall start my motivtation thingy tomorrow as i promised my mum. no more youtube till Os are over. oh ill be so deprived since youtube is like my life:/
oh. tomorrow will be a better day.
+ + + 6:09 AM + + +
Monday Blues
i think i should be like having school blues or sth.
cos quite sian to be dragging myself to school everyday
think about the lousy tests and boring and disgusting teachers
i dunno what to say! PEKCHEK
anyway,, i finished my 2wen! OMG LIKE SO SAD>>>
got me so teary!!! but anyway they rock la... just kissing scenes overload.
i loved the yushu screaming at XQ, i tot he was gonna cry or sth..
and the qiu popo also died:( gah so sad
and XQ her eye problem: so poor thing..
so scary. i think i better go check my eyes or sth
the ending quite sian diao, though it's cute
NO FAMILY PICTURE JAMMY!
gah! raving over, but i somehow got this bottled up fear within me
unexplainable
perhaps must pluck it from the depths of my heart
but it's gonna reap me apart..
-ahma
motivational talk
well. MOTIVATED. yes i was motivated. :D
"YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE!"
that was the only sentence i remember saying at the end. well another one is about what go together thing, and i dont remember a lot about the ending. the C,D,H people were teary and all that. well got one time i was QUITE teary. dont remember when.
ok anyway if you take secondary school life as 2.4KM run, right now we finished running about 2.1km, left that 1/8 already. but that last 1/8 part of 2.4km is super tiring and far, so we'll need people to PUSH us along YEAHH :D
i hope to be motivational here you know~~ :D
NO ONE IS GOING TO BE ALONE OK.
dumb kiddy people who are reading this. and you're coming along to whatever JC i'll be going and no talking about what dumb and what smart thing. THERE'S NO SUCH THING OK!!!
lalala ok :D
and no rejecting because i fear rejection! :D I-PERSONALITY PEOPLE RULES!
AND I DONT CARE, WE SHALL BE PACKING TOGETHER OFF TO THE SAME JC.
oh no i feel weird typing all these. because i never really thought so far before you know. somehow the image of everything in the future is very blurred, i still cannot picture myself taking o levels, or receiving results, or even leaving the cca now. not that i am VERY emotionally attached to my cca (well i'm emotionally attached to my juniors) but i think i will cry on the day of farewell.
ok whatever. i'm kind of treating this as my blog. paiseh hor.
anyway 12am now! ahma's going to bring sushi! :D i'll see her approx 7 hours later.
I LOVE AHMA!
dont worry jammytwin i'm not biased I LOVE YOU TOO! :D
we both shall eat ahma's sushi so she wont really love us that much you know THEN SHE'LL BE JEALOUS OF US AHAHAHAHA and then she'll bring more sushi for us! :D
whatever weird logic is that.
lalala i dont feel sleepy.
+ + + 8:44 AM + + +
we shall 公開 this blog soon ok? haha. since ther are enough posts here already. and its quite alive. QUITE ALVIE. QUITE. hah ok. you get it.
I ATE SUSHI TODAY. yum!!!!
and im stuck on my testimonial. anyone want to help?
the laptop cannot write traditional chinese. dang.
:D
anyway be motivated by the motivational workshop! :D
(actulaly the chances of me following what i have done today is only 10%)
lala will be online in like. 1 hour later? :D
+ + + 5:07 AM + + +
I'm HAPPY HAPPY
hahaha! like i'm back after a "long" "unforgivable" hiatus:)
SORRY!!! 跟你们鞠躬
anyway! this week has been hella busy!
i'm feeling like a zombie
but i'm UBER EXCITED!
cos Beautiful You/千恋之歌 got Number 1 on ORICON CHARTS
if you have any idea what im talking about:) i mean they totally deserve it. like they sold 21,000+++ alr
when are we 公开-ing the blog:)
hahah...
tmr so sian diao...TSW also say can be tiring... FOR THE MIND-.-
i think so too
aish...stupid project superachiever
we all want to be achievers.
but SUPERACHIEVERS? sounding like ego-trip to me
to the cheeky twins:::dun be too sad about wangruolin thingy k?
she'll come back again
and then nth will stop you 2!
smile smile smile makes the world go round
i'll be back to post soon!!!
i think im talking to myself
AGAINsee the AGAIN IN BOLD
yeah im a mess. jane says i talk to myself too much
<3
i need inspiration. probably go on crack or sth
- AHMA
+ + + 3:44 AM + + +
圓圈
我一步一步的往前走
這明明就是一條直直的路
我沒有看到彎曲
想讓我永恆的走下去
我走了好久
才發現
我又回到的起點
這不是直路
是個圓圈
好大好大的圓圈
我無法想像它多龐大
但是我被困在院圈中間
必須一直走
每別的路了
順著直路 順著圓圈
一直不停的走
走進迷惘
yea. no ones online. and im doing maths halfway. i dunno how to do so many questions la.
HE HE! this blog getting so lag again. heng i 閑著沒事做 then come and blog.
i damn scared tomorrow's test sia. BIO and maths worse combi ever. and thursday fri sat all project super achievers. i hate it man, its damn dumb. cos we cant go and see wangruolin :( HMPH~
+ + + 7:53 AM + + +
我好累
不知何去何從
所以只停在原點
隨波逐流
MUST go read 金鎖記. really really! i think it would be the best one you can ever get from zhang ai ling. since its recognised as her 頂尖作品. its really a EMO story. the whole 金鎖記 is like EMO 開始,EMO 結尾. and the person inside 'sot sot' one. but its really nice. MUST READ MUST READ! hahaha!
金鎖記--張愛玲today is sucha boring day in school except for the OMGZ zq gonghan thingy! haha~ JAMES~ whatever!:)
+ + + 3:35 AM + + +
HAHAH
our 惡人榜!!!!!!!!
i shall just start with a few (several)
and you two addd on yea?
1. DDT of course! always gets on my nerves
2. ZQ: double faced hypocrite sheesh
3.棒棒堂
4. F4 (except 仔仔)
5. Ft Island
6. Bigbang
7. Wondergirls
8. Jewelry
9. Bae Seul Gi
10. Johnny's Ent (except yamapi kame jin tegomass)
11. Choi Shi Won
12. Kyuhyun
13. Super Junior M (lame la)
14. 5566
15.more more more...jane you add!
+ + + 5:14 AM + + +
原来............................................我太厉害
i'm supposed to be studying physics spa! :D but here i am, i sorted out the code for the timestamp format and the date format. horrible man. what was the blogskin maker thinking. but dont get on the wrong idea, i adore this blogskin maker, because my giraffe skin, my prague skin, and this skin is by her! :D
so now i know exactly when people post. TSK. can track time de loh, for example, if a certain SOMEONE is supposed to be napping but here she is blogging, you know something's not right.
i guess there'll be random spazzing here for a while, before it finally, erm, freezes for a super long period of time again.
anyway. I ADMIT I'M THE THREATENER. hah. :D at least i didnt spray red paint or something right :D
如果水是如此地晶莹剔透
那人们就是世界上最肮脏的东西
一切世界的丑恶都是沾上不堪的泥巴
from the dear 3rd criminal by the name of liewWANjane aka baka-jin
+ + + 9:27 AM + + +
jammy here:)
yay! i love this skin:) its so cute..... haha. so ahma did you get a shock??? no? its a SURPRISE-hahhahaa.. oops not funny:)must come here and tag more often so that it wont be dead cos our LJs are all dying...
TO ALL CRIMINALS: PLEASE GO AND UPDATE YOUR LJ!! NOW!!!!
我喜歡剛下過雨的感覺
涼涼的
很舒服
有一股香味
在空氣中留蕩
像茉莉花香蓋過你的嗅覺
瞬間就變得好輕鬆
地上濕濕的
卻不曾是一種厭惡
感覺像在水面上漂
下過雨的感覺
好自在
ahma is here:)
heheh! sorry im a little sot now...
i promised to be here!
and those crazy little twins are torturing me (only one la: threaten me)
anyway!
i still love the cheeky twins!
死而复生
奇怪了，什么时候我又再次想起很久以前的事情了
跌跌撞撞，跑来这里，来解冻，好像不错
太久没有来，好像多了一个极乐园
可能对我来说，极乐园是一个共同秘密的地方
一个没有其他人知道的秘密，正片天下都是我们的
我们还是不要公布这个bloggg吧
不然的话就不好玩了
也不知道多久后我才能再次来
世界上仍存在着许多可能
但是，当我再次来的时候
或多或少也应该成长了吧
(除非我是逆生长的怪胎)
火，依旧地燃烧着，只是看人们愿不愿意让它继续燃烧着
很多事情都是我们可以掌握的，但是我们拿捏得不准，往往造成不理想
改变，是不可避免的，但是改变得好，改变得坏，都是我们自己决定
我们可以选择原地不动，但是，你能保证这样可以跟得上别人的脚步吗
我们是名符其实的小小大人物
比起广大无比的生命，我们是多么地渺小
小，却有这个能力掌握我们生命的一切一切
向左走，向右走，
最终，还是你的选择
你可以选择从充满悬疑的阴森穿过
没有人管你，这是你的选择
我选择很多，失去很多，未来还有更多
+ + + 8:27 AM + + +
我想,我的心徹底地碎了
連看不到的碎片都能扎得如此地深
i'm lately very stressed/emo/hyper. I DUNNO.
i havent went to check out my oricon yet :/
ahma is the biggest 受害者 of my random mood swings/raves/madness. I'M SORRY AHMA. greatest apologies and all madness is seriously not to be intended purposely.
i'll TRY to control my emotions.
ok.
i MUST control my emotions.
i think people must be driven mad by me. i'm seriously sorry. i can build a nursing home for you guys if you want :D
+ + + 7:47 AM + + +
惡作劇的結局
so in the end there goes the last epi.
yea ahma. theres no family photo. no wang zi. no yanyalun.
but it was so sweet.
XQ and ZS is like uber uber sweet.
and its uber sad.
i cried ok? two times:/
sweet sweet ending. XQ pregnant but her eyes will be... blind.. damn sad. and see her 內心爭扎. i still love the part where ZS shouted like hell:)
oh. i so love this series. hope they have like THEY KISS KISS AGAIN. like 3rd series. will like chao high viewership.
i shall start my motivtation thingy tomorrow as i promised my mum. no more youtube till Os are over. oh ill be so deprived since youtube is like my life:/
oh. tomorrow will be a better day.
+ + + 6:09 AM + + +
Monday Blues
i think i should be like having school blues or sth.
cos quite sian to be dragging myself to school everyday
think about the lousy tests and boring and disgusting teachers
i dunno what to say! PEKCHEK
anyway,, i finished my 2wen! OMG LIKE SO SAD>>>
got me so teary!!! but anyway they rock la... just kissing scenes overload.
i loved the yushu screaming at XQ, i tot he was gonna cry or sth..
and the qiu popo also died:( gah so sad
and XQ her eye problem: so poor thing..
so scary. i think i better go check my eyes or sth
the ending quite sian diao, though it's cute
NO FAMILY PICTURE JAMMY!
gah! raving over, but i somehow got this bottled up fear within me
unexplainable
perhaps must pluck it from the depths of my heart
but it's gonna reap me apart..
-ahma
motivational talk
well. MOTIVATED. yes i was motivated. :D
"YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE!"
that was the only sentence i remember saying at the end. well another one is about what go together thing, and i dont remember a lot about the ending. the C,D,H people were teary and all that. well got one time i was QUITE teary. dont remember when.
ok anyway if you take secondary school life as 2.4KM run, right now we finished running about 2.1km, left that 1/8 already. but that last 1/8 part of 2.4km is super tiring and far, so we'll need people to PUSH us along YEAHH :D
i hope to be motivational here you know~~ :D
NO ONE IS GOING TO BE ALONE OK.
dumb kiddy people who are reading this. and you're coming along to whatever JC i'll be going and no talking about what dumb and what smart thing. THERE'S NO SUCH THING OK!!!
lalala ok :D
and no rejecting because i fear rejection! :D I-PERSONALITY PEOPLE RULES!
AND I DONT CARE, WE SHALL BE PACKING TOGETHER OFF TO THE SAME JC.
oh no i feel weird typing all these. because i never really thought so far before you know. somehow the image of everything in the future is very blurred, i still cannot picture myself taking o levels, or receiving results, or even leaving the cca now. not that i am VERY emotionally attached to my cca (well i'm emotionally attached to my juniors) but i think i will cry on the day of farewell.
ok whatever. i'm kind of treating this as my blog. paiseh hor.
anyway 12am now! ahma's going to bring sushi! :D i'll see her approx 7 hours later.
I LOVE AHMA!
dont worry jammytwin i'm not biased I LOVE YOU TOO! :D
we both shall eat ahma's sushi so she wont really love us that much you know THEN SHE'LL BE JEALOUS OF US AHAHAHAHA and then she'll bring more sushi for us! :D
whatever weird logic is that.
lalala i dont feel sleepy.
+ + + 8:44 AM + + +
we shall 公開 this blog soon ok? haha. since ther are enough posts here already. and its quite alive. QUITE ALVIE. QUITE. hah ok. you get it.
I ATE SUSHI TODAY. yum!!!!
and im stuck on my testimonial. anyone want to help?
the laptop cannot write traditional chinese. dang.
:D
anyway be motivated by the motivational workshop! :D
(actulaly the chances of me following what i have done today is only 10%)
lala will be online in like. 1 hour later? :D
+ + + 5:07 AM + + +
I'm HAPPY HAPPY
hahaha! like i'm back after a "long" "unforgivable" hiatus:)
SORRY!!! 跟你们鞠躬
anyway! this week has been hella busy!
i'm feeling like a zombie
but i'm UBER EXCITED!
cos Beautiful You/千恋之歌 got Number 1 on ORICON CHARTS
if you have any idea what im talking about:) i mean they totally deserve it. like they sold 21,000+++ alr
when are we 公开-ing the blog:)
hahah...
tmr so sian diao...TSW also say can be tiring... FOR THE MIND-.-
i think so too
aish...stupid project superachiever
we all want to be achievers.
but SUPERACHIEVERS? sounding like ego-trip to me
to the cheeky twins:::dun be too sad about wangruolin thingy k?
she'll come back again
and then nth will stop you 2!
smile smile smile makes the world go round
i'll be back to post soon!!!
i think im talking to myself
AGAINsee the AGAIN IN BOLD
yeah im a mess. jane says i talk to myself too much
<3
i need inspiration. probably go on crack or sth
- AHMA
+ + + 3:44 AM + + +
圓圈
我一步一步的往前走
這明明就是一條直直的路
我沒有看到彎曲
想讓我永恆的走下去
我走了好久
才發現
我又回到的起點
這不是直路
是個圓圈
好大好大的圓圈
我無法想像它多龐大
但是我被困在院圈中間
必須一直走
每別的路了
順著直路 順著圓圈
一直不停的走
走進迷惘
yea. no ones online. and im doing maths halfway. i dunno how to do so many questions la.
HE HE! this blog getting so lag again. heng i 閑著沒事做 then come and blog.
i damn scared tomorrow's test sia. BIO and maths worse combi ever. and thursday fri sat all project super achievers. i hate it man, its damn dumb. cos we cant go and see wangruolin :( HMPH~
+ + + 7:53 AM + + +
我好累
不知何去何從
所以只停在原點
隨波逐流
MUST go read 金鎖記. really really! i think it would be the best one you can ever get from zhang ai ling. since its recognised as her 頂尖作品. its really a EMO story. the whole 金鎖記 is like EMO 開始,EMO 結尾. and the person inside 'sot sot' one. but its really nice. MUST READ MUST READ! hahaha!
金鎖記--張愛玲today is sucha boring day in school except for the OMGZ zq gonghan thingy! haha~ JAMES~ whatever!:)
+ + + 3:35 AM + + +
HAHAH
our 惡人榜!!!!!!!!
i shall just start with a few (several)
and you two addd on yea?
1. DDT of course! always gets on my nerves
2. ZQ: double faced hypocrite sheesh
3.棒棒堂
4. F4 (except 仔仔)
5. Ft Island
6. Bigbang
7. Wondergirls
8. Jewelry
9. Bae Seul Gi
10. Johnny's Ent (except yamapi kame jin tegomass)
11. Choi Shi Won
12. Kyuhyun
13. Super Junior M (lame la)
14. 5566
15.more more more...jane you add!
+ + + 5:14 AM + + +
原来............................................我太厉害
i'm supposed to be studying physics spa! :D but here i am, i sorted out the code for the timestamp format and the date format. horrible man. what was the blogskin maker thinking. but dont get on the wrong idea, i adore this blogskin maker, because my giraffe skin, my prague skin, and this skin is by her! :D
so now i know exactly when people post. TSK. can track time de loh, for example, if a certain SOMEONE is supposed to be napping but here she is blogging, you know something's not right.
i guess there'll be random spazzing here for a while, before it finally, erm, freezes for a super long period of time again.
anyway. I ADMIT I'M THE THREATENER. hah. :D at least i didnt spray red paint or something right :D
如果水是如此地晶莹剔透
那人们就是世界上最肮脏的东西
一切世界的丑恶都是沾上不堪的泥巴
from the dear 3rd criminal by the name of liewWANjane aka baka-jin
+ + + 9:27 AM + + +
jammy here:)
yay! i love this skin:) its so cute..... haha. so ahma did you get a shock??? no? its a SURPRISE-hahhahaa.. oops not funny:)must come here and tag more often so that it wont be dead cos our LJs are all dying...
TO ALL CRIMINALS: PLEASE GO AND UPDATE YOUR LJ!! NOW!!!!
我喜歡剛下過雨的感覺
涼涼的
很舒服
有一股香味
在空氣中留蕩
像茉莉花香蓋過你的嗅覺
瞬間就變得好輕鬆
地上濕濕的
卻不曾是一種厭惡
感覺像在水面上漂
下過雨的感覺
好自在
ahma is here:)
heheh! sorry im a little sot now...
i promised to be here!
and those crazy little twins are torturing me (only one la: threaten me)
anyway!
i still love the cheeky twins!
死而复生
奇怪了，什么时候我又再次想起很久以前的事情了
跌跌撞撞，跑来这里，来解冻，好像不错
太久没有来，好像多了一个极乐园
可能对我来说，极乐园是一个共同秘密的地方
一个没有其他人知道的秘密，正片天下都是我们的
我们还是不要公布这个bloggg吧
不然的话就不好玩了
也不知道多久后我才能再次来
世界上仍存在着许多可能
但是，当我再次来的时候
或多或少也应该成长了吧
(除非我是逆生长的怪胎)
火，依旧地燃烧着，只是看人们愿不愿意让它继续燃烧着
很多事情都是我们可以掌握的，但是我们拿捏得不准，往往造成不理想
改变，是不可避免的，但是改变得好，改变得坏，都是我们自己决定
我们可以选择原地不动，但是，你能保证这样可以跟得上别人的脚步吗
我们是名符其实的小小大人物
比起广大无比的生命，我们是多么地渺小
小，却有这个能力掌握我们生命的一切一切
向左走，向右走，
最终，还是你的选择
你可以选择从充满悬疑的阴森穿过
没有人管你，这是你的选择
我选择很多，失去很多，未来还有更多
+ + + 8:27 AM + + +
hello
3 mad kids one day, decided to make a blog. and you're staring at it now. YOU GET IT? you dont? oh sad for you. poor thing, go learn some english before coming here. oh yes before i forget you must learn chinese too because its going to be full of chinese
oh yes, did i forget to add, that we really rock the whole world down until its going to crumble on your heads? better get a helmet yeah? its only $10++, you can buy from me though.
i tell you.. this blog shall be super cute, yet super emo. dun get it? better sort out your thoughts before you come here~ if you're feeling too emo, then leave (there are instructions below).
criminal 1: infamous domestic-violence machine ahma
OH YES I BEAT PEOPLE REAL HARD, ITS $1 FOR 1 HIT YOU KNOW, and i swear you'll be cured of all your coughs or something because you're never going to cough again after that OMG-mighty-powerful hit :D HEH. oh yes did i forget to tell you i'm a kid? :D
criminal 2: smart environmentally friendly and absolute cracker jammytwin
i am a good environmentalist, because i detest the use of DDT,and im part of kyoujins that go "live earth".. "neutral" and yes i know i rock at dancing can you say no!?!??! >:D oh yes, you might need to protect yourself if you're my enemy cos i'm secretly learning acupuncture with my nametag
criminal 3: mad and ready to be in a mental hospital liewWANjane
no point talking to me, because you wont understand what i'm talking about, if you ever understand what i'm talking about, good for you, if you never understand, good for you too, you're normal. and beware of my metal skin because i have developed resistance against ahma's violence
therefore, the consequences of you NOT pressing that big red cross on the top right hand corner, no you idiot! the right side! not the left! honestly are you colourblind? cant you see colour differences? yes finally you got the right button, yes press that, and BYEBYE!
whats up
the absolute favs include (not in FAVOURITE order ok)
1. 方大同
2. 蘇打綠
3. 王若琳
4. 東方神起 (aha! :D)
5. L.Lawliet aka Matsuyama Kenichi
6. Yamashita Tomahisa
7. Haruma Miura
8. Utada Hikaru
9. Rawiri in "The Whale Rider"
10. Puck in "A Midsummer's Night Dream"
11. Yamada Ryosuke(only him and not the whole hey say jump!)
12. 惡作劇2吻
oh yes. 7 and 8 apply only to criminal 3. I'M NOT THAT HIGH OVER 6 NOW, but criminal 2 is still there, and criminal 1 and 3 are hopelessly in love with 4, criminal 2 and 3 loves the music of 1, 2, and 3. criminal 1 and 2 always watches 12 and get super fed up with the characters, and everyone loves number 5
惡名昭彰榜
1. ddt -- never fails to poison people
2. zq -- never fails to bore people
3. 棒棒堂 -- never fails to snatch people's songs
4. F4 (except 仔仔)-- never fails to make people puke
5. 郭美美 -- never fails to try to act cute
6. 歐德洋 -- never fails to bore people's ears
7. BIGBANG -- never fails to kill people's ears
8. WONDERGIRLS -- never fails to kill people's ears
9. FT ISLAND -- never fails to piss people off
10. BaeSeulGi -- never fails to be criticised
11. SS501 -- never fails to try to fight dbsk and lose
12. Rain -- never fails to make himself high status
13. Johnny's Entertainment -- never fails to churn out lousy bands
i want/i need
i want a genie lamp, can you give that to me?
no thankyou, i need o levels to be abolished, unless you can give me that. THANKYOU SO MUCH KAMSAHAMNIDA ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU KAMSIA APA KHABAR 謝謝 谢谢 GRACIOS and whatever language i still know
i need tons of money too. do you want to be a kind donor to the needy fund of the musketeers (if i remember correctly there are 3 musketeers right? and the story ended stupidly having 4 musketeers)
the musketeers need more money to buy their muskets to rob robin hood which robbed the rich. :D HEH
and i need more money to collect albums!
PS: we seem kind of sad, because there are more people we hate than the people we love. AWW.
